love #2

well, returning back to the "sweeping past" feelling of the previous post, i would like to add that for a complete package for anythig, the absolute necessity is that there should be some advantages as well as some disadvantages for that. similar is the ccase for love. i am not saying that the feeling of love, which is sacred, could be something of a disadvantage to anyone on this wide world. but what i am saying that it reaps the seed of enemity between people. the toughest of the enemies are born due to this. they calsh for a comon cause. and this feeling is so overwhelming. why ? exploring continues...

Love:

Sweeping past the floor of my room, i suddenly remembered something.It was one of those feeling that one has in reserve so that whenever the time comes, these feelings sweep you off the floor.(yes, that's why i remembered this while sweeping past).And one of the strongest feelings known to man, is, in fact, one of the most widespread. LOVE. a simple feeling. Love as a feeling has many intricate part. you have different intensities of love for different kind of people. there ate numerous variety of love that has in store for each and every relation one gathers. And one of them is "falling in love". when you hear this phase, it somewhat sounds negative.It feels as though something bad is happening. "falling" is something we associate with evil. but look closer and you will get the answer. Each and every thing in this universe is meant to be in a stable state. and whenever it is in the higher potential state, it tends to lower it to attain stability by....yes! falling. and same applies to the human...you fall in love, because you have achieved a goal in your life, that makes you more stable than ever. but mind you, not every one of the individual fall in pure love. some have lust. and lust is one of the darkest things that can happen to you. lust for money, lust for people, both leads the way to eternal doom of personal space, and time will come when it will be difficult for you to repent your own mistakes. scores of people go haywire over the fact that they have someone to love. but do they really recognize it? or do they just flow with the sake of it? well....that, in fact can also be a form of love....confused? yes, a little bit...never mind..i will sort it out in the next blog

Internals...

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There are number of things which are present in an university, which are only meant to harass students that don't revise their subjects daily. and i tell you, there are minimal number of people who actually do that. only because you have internals the other day, you read the day in and day out, only to scrap through it so that the college sends a decent mark to get you and "a" or an "o". but the thing does not end here. there is always a greater chance that your marks that are sent are not rechecked so that the marks are all wrongly sent. and how to get past that? there is no way. many stories indicate the intricate fantasies of the masters that come alive while sending the marks of the girls. they promptly increase their marks when they see pouting cleavage, or if the girl bend more to have more marks in their kitty. And i am not saying these are very rare chances. all happens at large. and this is the time when you start feeling the need of more homosexual group of teachers and professors.And, what do you do when you are caught while cheating in the internals? well, you get kicked squarely on the butt. if you are a boy that is. even the lady teachers support the girls. i highly suspect them to be lesbians of the highest order. but with those lacquered hands, you don't expect anything great either. how i wish to get a decent mark in the internal!!!

gays in india

There are lot of things that happen to develop after a certain period of time, by which the people would have developed a sense of concise barricade to it. gay ism in India is still in its infant stage, and this minority community is thriving, pumping up each and every second. do we have to fear them? why are they outraced? is it only because they are somewhat different then others? or is it because they are breaking the natural order of the god's creation ? the resistance to these drastic changes is not new. even our fighters got that while revolting for the first time in 1857.
people of India are not sufficiently forward enough to have suggested the change by there own. every society would either stop conversing about the topic, or would turn it down. but this whole concept existed in the deep cons of the society....like the hairs that clog the dam gates of the drains. you ignore it, but you still see it. we always have something to say about this. some personal experiences, some encounters, which you would stumble upon an educated society, and start feeling that it is not as educated as you felt it to be. i think different. we should not have the same mindset for each and every people we encounter. the DNAs are different, and so are the people themselves. if you and your son doesn't have the same taste, would you expect a complete stranger to have that? don't octrise gays.....support them. they need us....

hostel life

we find it difficult to accept that we really enjoys more in a hostel that we used to in our respective houses. before any of us ended in a hostel, we had a very virulent idea about the hostel. the warm comfort of the house, the loitering of our loved and dear ones...all this would be the thing of the past. what would happen when we eventually end up in a hostel living with people we hardly know. but that jitter is only for the first two or three days. and finally, you begin to see the silver lining even for this dark cloud. you develop friends, not mentioning the ability to control your natural order because they don't have enough bathrooms in the hostel. we forget the comforting seat of our commode, and get habituated to the long lines and the wait for everything ranging from eating our food, to its final processed output. and naturally, you gather friends. friends, who would remain yours for the rest of your lives. why i say that? because, in a hostel, you sleep, eat, and do everything you could, with them (notwithstanding some of us who get too personal, but yes, that's a completely different story).
and you gain new experiences. you gain new knowledge,you are open to new adventures!
even i have cherished those moments. may it be going and watching movie from 9 to 12, and then, after not getting any auto, walking the long distance with none but your friends to fall on if you are too tired to go on. and yes, you could always enjoy the drunk ones....the pukes they send out, which sometimes feel like straight out of a matrix movie...in slow motion! god forbid them. (but what the hell...they are always a fun to watch!)
jai ho to all those who relish living in hostel!!!!

seduction

after watching about 10 seasons of F.R.I.E.N.D.S, i came to an uncanny conclusion that the resemblance to the real life is too good to be true. i mean, how many people have you seen in your life who are cool about the fact that they have slept with their room mate and have ditched them the very next morning, without spoiling their friendship? sitcoms are just another way to make you laugh, not to teach you any lessons in societal theory of living. its only the hype that had donated it the status of it having a cultural fan following. but apart from that, i can well assure you that you can always have a very good laugh at the sitcom, even at the lames of the jokes like that "how'd you doin" of joey. and after sometime, you start to miss them so much. its as if they were family.
to me, friends are a source of ever lasting love and energy...something, you won't get from even the greenest of the engines. you laugh, you cry, you console, you get your ass kicked, you play, you slap, you do anything you want with your friends, without caring the fact that they would be offended by these minute shortfalls of yours.
speaking about friends, i have some very funny incidents which i would like to relate to you all in my oncoming blogs...

is india independent even after 62 years ?

when someone outside India hears about "India", the one prominent thing that he always have to say is that "ahh...india...its where they show the snake magic...and also the vibrant culture..and its astonishing experia that one has while holidaying there" . but things drastically change while you cross the international border to enter India. the minute you are inside, you are not stung by the equatorial weather, but by the numerous issues that India is dealing with nowadays. may it be the cross border terrorism that has ripped India to its soul, or the red rebel that have emerged and are mushrooming inside the dark and fluid villages in India. people are suffering a lot from the things that was a pride to India before all this ever happened. the astonishing variety of culture, the architecture to fall in love with...all stand a mute and desolate witness to all the pain that india is going through now. you can always grab a piece of indian news which has something to do with a killing of a civilian by some terror group, or the encounter which killed dozens of red rebels and scores of unrecognised policemen. do we deserve all this. is this what we deserve, only because we have hostile neighbours? or is there something else? there is really something else.....
its not the cross border terror activities, or the civil strife that has lend india the pain, but the auls is with all of us, who have not done a single thing for the nation's cause and only find out reason why our govenment faulted on its own. even as i say this, i am not sure what big thing have i done to the cause of india....but i want to do this now...i really want to...
the world is divided into fine lines of "want to do that" and "will do that".
and i "want" indians to have "will do that"....we still are true indians at heart..only need a stir